My Heart

My simple heart
You were deceived
My unending love
You weren’t looked for
Why were you received

I lie in the crying sky
The rain of my precious sky
A time, you were so steamed up
Why did you take this road with me
We were both a time so high

My simple heart
We were deceived

When we were a child
She passed our eyes
When lost in the gaze
High from the scent
While love flies

My troubled heart
We were deceived

My heart
Keep on breathing
I'll close your eyes
As she unlocks her's
To another mere being

My wounded heart
Keep on bleeding
I don’t wish to live no more
I'm tired from this pain
And the endless dreaming

My weak hands
Cover my naked eyes
My heart can't bear no more
The vein in my eye dries
As the love for her may rise

My staring eyes
I need the sleep
Break the gaze
A dream might appear
From of memories in deep

My pure love
I will hold on to you some more
While you burn my soul away
I'll perish to thin air
And die from the stare I wore

My simple most precious heart
I gave you away
I don’t need you no more
My soul is gone
There isn’t another day

But my simple heart
You died so many years ago
When we fell
My life went white
You of all should know

My deceived heart
Come to my arms
We may as well as dream

Love Is Not Enough

My tear falls,
As I stare
At the years I spent
Running after you
After an illusion of air

You are a flower
The most pretty one I've seen
And you’ve hurt me more
Than a burning pain, ever been

You laugh so loud, so hard
While I'm in tears of wanting you
On my knees, on wet ground
From the years of loving you

You go on, you never see
You ignore, you're never hearing me;
As my hand trembles;
From the weight of an endless plea

If I had a choice
I will never in the sky love you
Go and have your fun
Turn your back on me
I'll be doing the same
On an unending degree

If I had a choice
My heart will never stop in front of you

If I had a choice
My eyes will never stare at you

If I had a choice
I will never stay awake a life for you

So why am I in love with you
Do you even know who I am
Could you imagine the life with me
Don’t think I'm less than you
You don’t know what I can be

The wind blows so cold
As I drown
In heartless sand
Thinking you
Of holding, not you, but your hand

I am alone
Because of my love for you
But I can break the ice
If would want a hand, even you

I do love and want and adore the sight of you
My Alice Jackson
If I may, I would even make believe your love in me
But love is not enough
My life, we cannot be

We will never be
Not because I don’t love you
Not because you don’t love me
Because love is not enough
For a life to be

Love is not enough
For a life to be

Trapped in deem

My heart weeps
I can feel the tears
As I watch your face
The distance nears

The pressure grows
As problems line
The worry's there
Whenever hope dose shine

And I break some more
Behind this screen
My eyes will wore
From staring the scene

And I might cry
And inside I'll hurt
Not even you will see
I'll hide behind this shirt

The earth will die
From the weight of lies
As we tell ourselves
Caught inside her eyes

And love may smile
To the fools it sees
That'll sacrifice it all
When logic is knelt on knees

And life will pass
Time will go
New love will bore
And no one will know

Of the pain it brings
Of the disappointments it sings
And of the hearts that bleed
And of the kids it stings

Because we want to love
To fly when high
To depress and rot
To never know this why

And we will keep the tears
As memories we dream
Love is the best poison for us
To be trapped in deem

Where Am I ?

Define me happiness
Define me…
Define me a dream
Define me the feeling
Of an illusion, as it may seem

Remind me of love
Is it a walk by her side?
Maybe touching her hand
The dream of the ocean
To reach the sand

Define me hope
Of endless nights
Of being high
To be drunk from the scent
Of the dream to watch her eye

Picture me a smile
Bring me a glass
Of fine red wine
Sing me of the winds
And dare me to cross the 7th line

Seduce me a tear
Another from my eye
It's been long since the rain of my Alice sky
The warmth has blinded me
I've grown careless why

Leave me
Leave me and go
Leave me and pursuit yourself a light
To follow, to dream, to feel, to live, to maybe… to maybe love
And forget of me, when you reach such joy and sight

My All

Will I be punished if I kiss your skin
Will my soul be sacrificed
Will my youth
Will my hope
Well let it be
As if that is the last thing I do

If it’s the last thing I do
Well let it be

Take my hand
Take my arm
Take my legs
scatter my body if desired
But leave my eye
My staring eye
As I need to live
As my life is to watch her soul
The unbearing beauty that’s made me mad
From the scent of her hair I perish
From the memories I drown
From the look of her I die
From the sound of her gorgeous voice I scream
As I never got the chance
As it doesn’t work this way
I will give my all
If only to be with her
But she will not
She doesn’t care for dreams
And why ever should she
I'm just a pathetic guy
Dreaming for a forbidden soul
As we are not the same
We have not the same
We live not the same
We hope not the same

But I love you
Love you beyond my own belief

Will I be a fool
If I leave you so
And I will leave my life
My hope
My dream
My all

Will I be alive again
Will I smile again
Without your smile

Can I bear the thought
The thought of you a little sad
Your tears
I would rather burn
In the most burning hell
I would rather burn
But to see you cry

For all my life I will give to you
I will not watch you
If you desired to
And I might cry
So what if I might die
I might loose belief

But I will give my life
My all
My tired eyes
Even the love
That I dream upon
That I live upon

The life of watching you

I will
I will give my all

Even if you don’t remember me
I beg you so
Forget this man
He has lost everything for all
For you
His life
You know it's you

He might as well as break
From the weight of life
As its too damn beautiful
For him to live
For him to love

But his heart
It wont bleed again
As the blood has been drained
From his eyes
His staring eyes


I will forever love you my doll
My idol
Even if they leave no soul
Of nothing but the eco of my screams
The whispers I cried for you
I will forever love you
My all

My all
My all
My all

My love
And all

I Don’t Love You

I cried
I cried so many times
You never heard

I cried
that I'll give my life for you
Go tell your boyfriend to do that
I'll see where he runs away to

I've watched you kiss him;
So many times
Could you imagine how I feel
Of the wounds inside these spines

You never cared
If you did, I never heard
Maybe I would have been the one
If only I wasn’t so obscured

You seem so happy
Do you feel in love?
How long will you two go
How long will I be a watching dove

How long should I have to dream
While he has his hands on you
But you're so far away
To hear my love for you

I can't go on
We can never be
So while I watch the waves
Of the broken sea

I will cry

I don’t love you
I don’t want to
I don’t need to
I can't seem to
I can't bear to

I'll look away
To let go of you
To try to
I will stop my stares
I'll lie to my broken heart
That you never did exist

And never will

Not even in dreams
I will let you go
Try to stop my love to flow
That I will deny my heart so much so
Cause I don’t,
I don’t,

I don’t love you

Dawn

Dawn
What do you seek from my soul
Let me wonder in my dreams
Let me shatter behind my wall

I do not wish the light
I wish to only stare her eyes
As it’s the only sun I see
Her smile, which makes my sky

Dawn
You are the wake from my all
I do not live without my sky
I do not see without my fall

Dreams
The stupidity of my mind
The lurking beneath my skin
Waiting for real life to bind

Dawn
It’s the horizon I stare for her
As her beauty has filled me with stare
If only life was simple or fair

Dawn
To them, you're the hope they see
To me, you're the end to all I need
The hope will go, only misery will be

Dawn
I stare so much at you
Trying to find her smile in you
The obsession my life has drew

Dawn
I wanna sleep for all my time
Dreams are the only things I seek
I never wished for my world to rhyme

Oh dawn, oh dawn, oh dawn
Leave me and go
I don’t want the day to be
I want her dreams row to row